woosh~! Finally, FPQAP's over! dunno if i have done well....my report?...hmm...dunno..all i can say is i have did my best for the portfolio..haiz! ok...shooo away all the unhappy worries!! had a enjoyable time wif my sec sch frens today. all of gathered at CCK kbox. by rite i'm supposed to meet chun at 10.30 at woodlands mrt control station, but smthg caught up and in the end she went ahead first to meet the others at the kbox. in the end i went alone to meet them.. reached there at around 11.30...oops! as usual....i was always late for gatherings! kim seng, jing quan, hann zai, xiao chuan and of course my best of the best sister, ah chun! honestly! it was my first time at kbox...ya...wat a joke rite...haiz! anyway, my first song there was ah mei's ji de. din sing well of coruse coz huven "kai sheng". was not stable at all...haiyo! but can understand lah...the rest also huven "kai sheng"..so nthg to laugh at. haiya...dunno y....i feel tat my singing was not as gd as last time...used to sing without "zao sia" de...but now very easy go out of tune...omg! gonna train up for next tue! hehehe..yen hwa....let's "po sia" tgt...!! lolx! den i sang shan hu hai wif hann zai....so tired to sing tat song...lara's voice so high pitched!! cldn't quite hit the high pitch! haiyo! muz train up! hehe! hmm....den accompany ah chun to wait for her aunty to pass her sm new yr stuffs....so had lunch tgt at cck b1 food court. chat alot abt sch work and problems we've been facing....we jus can chat non-stop! haha! love chatting wif her! den went off...after meeting her aunt, both of us parted at the interchange and headed home. guess we r pretty tired after 6.5 hrs of singing...haha...but we love it! keke! haiz...after all the fun, it's time to study!! argh! no choice...this coming week is study week...supposed to study all day all nite...but hey hey! it's Val.time day on tue! so karen, yen hwa, ryan?, man kit, belinda will be going Tampanies kbox tgt to sing and relax! yeah yeah! den after tat...i promise i will start my revision..keke! pls...i need someone to motivate me! yes! motivate me! who will be my motivater? anyone? who will be my guardian angel?! any angels? but i prefer devil who are kind...hahaz! tmr have to go back sch again for adfs and fpr revision session...haiya! gtg bath....yeah yeah! =)
27 February 2006
Bad Day!! [Friday, February 03, 2006]
First of all, happy doggy year! this's my first blog since CNY but it doesn't seems a pleasant one! hiaz! it's a bad bad BAD day! had my FPQAP Phy/Chem lab test today. it wasn't very smooth. oh gosh! the more i recall back, the more painful my heart gets!! it was such a long time since i last used the Aw meter and i always forgot the simplest thing of all which was how to open up the Aw meter to put in the samples! i am such a forgetful and dummy person! y am i born with such a sucky brain!! and i din get the accurate brix level...it was supposed to be 20 degree brix and i got 21.4 degree brix even though i did w/w! wat the hell! den aW was a mess! the worse was pH calibration!! i got the very new pH meter which I had nv used before!! the day be4 i revised how to use tat...thanks to yean fang who went to the extent to type the instructions on how to operate a pH meter in the format of an email and sent to me. yet..i still did badly in the calibration thingy. and my luck was "SO GOOD" tat my examiner was tat "super-reasonable" women! we were given 15min for each station and stationA (pH calibration and reading) was the one with the highest mark component!! i was the last to use the pH meter and i rem very clearly that i had used abt 10 mins to take my final reading with calibration and all..ok fine, i admit i was slow becoz i was unfamiliar with the instructions on how to calibrate since i had not used tat before! but i did not exceed the time! she said "finished up" and i did..of course! i took the final reading pH 3.7++...can't rem! but she said when she said "finish up" means she will not grade what i had done! wat the hell! she the worse women i had ever come across!!! argh!! can't stand tat ah beng also! to think he always assume individual lab test component and interviews are "tools" which determines if the individuals have been learning and doing work or jus slacking around and relying on other gp mates! HAHAHAHA!!!! a diligent person who does all the work in a project can be someone who does badly in individual test!! i see alot of real life examples k! and he din even bother to prepare different sets of qns for diff gp's interview which was allocated at diff days! get wat i mean?!
Well...but i received a news today. i got selected to work at tat company for my SIP...erm...dunno if it's a GOOD news coz i have mixed feeling abt it. i was very enthui abt the interview but after tat i dunno if i had made the right choice! am i gd enough to work there? will i throw my sch's face? am i capable of performing well there? oh man! i have doubts abt myself! but one thing for sure, i have interest in tat project and hopefully i can learn a lot of things from the ppll there. hope it will be an enjoyable and pleasant learning and working experience there! i pray to god!
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