Fri's Family Dinner at Suntec Fish & Co.....woo~~!!

Friday after work.....

WHERE'S MY FOOD?!!"



"Introducing the delicious and appealing half-eaten Seafood Platter!...yummy~! The rice and sotong is super nice! but i dun eat the cockles! yucks!"

at Suntec Fish&Co. I LOVE TAT PLACE!!!

The beginning phase of SIP!...hohoho...

i huven been updating my blog for the past 2 weeks!! haha...wat i'm busy wif?...well well, my SIP had started! though it's been two weeks but i'm still trying to adapt to the working system there. haha...have also been busy with Food Safety research. oh man! the part i'm doing...the info is mostly found in TP library redspot. I travelled back to tp on sat...it took me 2hrs of travelling time!! oh gosh! i took mrt there becoz i din wanna waste my mrt concession. i wld be a dumb if i took bus there! heehee! den had dinner wif yi chun at cwp after that. we had student meal at Mac..haha...budget! oya! i bought clothes from TM too! had been spending alot recently. bought nokia hp..yeah yeah! so happy! tat's the only thing tat really brightened my day for the past 2 weeks! yeah yeah! finally bought a new hp and it's a 3G phone! yipee!! but at first the mp3 got some prob and i had to make a trip back to bugis on last wed (i think?) after work to change it....haiz...speaking of tat makes me boil up! argh~! if there's prob wif the phone, y did they launch it in the first place!!! dun the company have an in-house QA/QC huh!! ok..nvm...now i think the phone's ok liaoz....had stopped giving me tat problem. woosh~!

oh yeah! took alot of pics and videos wif this phone...hahaha...can't stop smiling when i look at my phone....wahahaha! will be uploading more pics in the future!

Worries.....haiz!

It's been a week since i last blogged. Had alot to express but was simply too tired and stressed out to put those words in mind into my blogs. Slept merely for 45mins on tue (slept at 5am and woke up at 5.45am on wed morning) before setting off to school for SIP Launch at 8.45am! oh man! it's not even the start of the semester and we were already worn out by loads of school works including discussions, researches and reports! the main point i want to highlight here is we were only given 2days to work on the induction package which by right or usually should have taken at least a month to work on it. I'm not complaining, neither am i afraid of the weightage and difficulty level of workloads, i'm jus worried of the time frame given.

On wed, it was the launch of SIP Briefing. We were told by our LOs of the company we are attached to for SIP. Ya...i was attached to TAT company (you will know it if u r my friend..haha!) Xian Wen was so agitated and sad that she cried out the moment she was told where she was attached becoz she prefers service management since she is currently working in the service line...haiz...actually i feel lecturers should reconsider becoz i feel she's more suitable working in FnB outlets. She's charismatic, speaks well and lively! I believe her supervisors will be impressed by her ethusiasm and optimism! haha!

ok back to the worry part i wanna express. Three other gals are also attached to the same company as me. haiz..ok..nvm...i had been told by my LO and lecturers that it is a very strict company with extremely high expectations. omg! It is stated in the forms that i will be working on projects, lab works etc. My worry is that i'm afraid i am not prepared and up to their expectation and that i will "tarnish" the reputation of my school!! Nitemares! And further more, one tha gals that is going is a well-known top student in my course and she's pretty good in almost every aspects. Her academic results are very impressive! oh man! And the other two gals are also good students with good academic results too. All of them are talented and inteligent. Who am I? I'm jus an average-graded student who has low profile in school. I have no doubt about my attitude towards learning....I pretty touched when my schmates said to me that they have confident in me and that they believe i have the ability to do the best. But it's easier said than done. With a positive learning attitude but without the required knowledge and skills will not bring me far too! I feel that i'm not competent enough. What's the use of reading up on the theory part and research for SIP when i dunno how to apply them in work?...i'm so worried. Nevertheless, i will still read up as much before SIP. Btw, tmr marks the start of the semester, as well as the START of SIP! woosh~!

oya...later will be having an online discussion with my groupmates for Food Safety. OMG! My greatest worry is that am i able to manage between work and sch projects? And wat abt my frens and family? I hadn't had time to meet up wif my buddies since last wk...oh gosh! so much to tell them~! haiz! And and wat abt shifting house? Will it crash wif my schedules?...I am clueless wat life will be like after tmr...!

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hohoho! it's been so damn long since i last blogged. it's not as if i'm real busy wif renovating stuffs, researches, shopping, gaming, singing, hanging out, enjoying life...it's jus tat i feel my life during this vacation period is too "mono"..like a continuous repetition tat will only end in a wk's time coz by then, it wld be the start of my attachment training!! blogging everyday will be a waste of my time as well as concerning readers' coz there's not much happenings and interesting thoughts to read abt. i have also come to realise that there's more enjoyment when reading blogs than writting my own blogs...haha! however, i have decided to blog today becoz there's a sudden flow of thoughts in my brain tat need to be expressed..haha....hmm...i shall begin from last fri...

Fri, 31/03/2006:
half the day gone again..jus dun have the determination to wake up at 7am coz in my mind, the word "holiday" kept appearing, reminding me tat holiday= sleeping late..oops! haha. by den mummy had went off to meet my aunt...they were gg to "sao mu". hmm...the new generation doesn't tags along anymore...but it does not mean we no longer respect our elders...it's the heart tat counts. some grandchildren follow their parents to "sao mu" but they do not know the real purpose of going there. they go for the sake of going...or simply becoz "my parents ask me to do so"! my aunts are not those very traditional kind of people who demand the younger generation to follow traditional practices. woosh~! lucky..haha! take cny for instance, eversince both my grandparents have gone far away to a place called "heaven", we have not been making visits to each other's house on cny. well...i'm used to it...haha!

chatted wif yean hwa on msn...both of us were damn bored...both agreeded tat spore is so small tat there r not many places to hang out! honestly, from the start of this holiday, i have been to almost every part of Spore (been to north. south, eat, west area!) Well..actually i personally feel tat it's not a matter of whether the place we hang out is "happening" or not, it's the people present that matters most!! it's the people present, the accompany of frens tat creates the atmosphere, the FUN tat we desire most!!! as we chatted along, i asked her if she had salons to recommend coz i wanna cut my hair! ya...been thinking and hesitating...coz most of my fren tell me long hair suit me better but i'm those kind who can't stand hair swaying around my neck! haha. And the wheather's so warm in Spore. Den she recommended the house-based salon near compass pt which she often go. coincidently, she jus went there to trim her hair afew days ago..den saw her pic...not bad. though i don't trust the skills of "aunties", i decided to give it a try since yen hwa's hairstyle turn out to be quite stylish and the highlight here is it is cheap! haha..6 bucks only! den she askedif wanna go shopping after tat..well...i din want initially coz i dreaded window shopping now and seeing my frens buy clothes and accessories while i shop around going back empty handed! gals will know this kind of feeling best! i din wanna spend money coz i need to save up to buy hp and and and i'm not working now!! tat's the main pt! haha! but i wldn't mind spending money on kbox! heehee! coz i simply love singing!! so i suggested we go kbox but come to think of it, there are not many people from poly to ask along. suddenly, i realised tat we do not have many close frens in poly...not to mention close frens, there are simply very few frens wif common interest--singing! only yen hwa, man kit, karen, cynthia (but have to accompany bf)...ya..can only think of these few. the rest all dun like singing...haiz! tat's y i only go kbox wif my sec sch frens! honestly, i really wish my poly life can be much much more "happening" and not all abt projects and exams!

Sat, 01/04/2006:
well...took bus 965 to compass pt to meet yen hwa. on the bus, i fell alseep again while listening to mp3..haha..as usual! oya..on the bus, there's this gal who is quite pretty...wif gd dressing sense came abroad. i was awake den..so i took a glance at her look den at her dressing...haha! well..i feel tat nowadays "jealousy" no longer exist bet women! Like in most drama series, ugly women always speak ill of and go to every extent to harm beauties..haha...come on! in today's reality, humble women are the most attractive. I may spend jus 5 secs looking at a suave man but i will spend a min to look at a woman wif elegance, beauty and impressive dressing sense! i will admire and learn from her dressing styles. but ahem...i will not try to imitate her behaviour coz i think it's really unnecessary. the natural self is part of beauty! yup!

so i met yen hwa and had my hair cut...well...jus a trim...turned out okay...haha..den back to compass pt again...we went coffee bean to have coffee while waiting for her friend to come. we sat outside...woosh~! i hated the smell of cigaratte smoke! den we chatted abt leo guys coz she jus met a leo-ns guy at a club who is wooing her. hmm..we both believe in astrology...haha..dun laugh k...smtimes it's really quite true. i only have some advises to her based on my pass experience..leo guys..hmm..generally they are very nice people who will try his best to make smone happy! but i personally feel tat they can be very proud at times, esp when they have achieved smthing honourable! haha. one thing to raise up...virgo guys are problematic! but virgo gals are perfectionist with high expectations of themselves..like to be left alone and tend to bottle up problems inside them..haha..and they are very VERY NICE people! haha...i know it very well coz i am virgo! oops~! den went off tgt after finishing up the coffee..her fren and her wanted to go CWP...so we took 965 back to woodlands. oya! hwa got herself a new hp..the latest nokia 3G phone! wah seh..so gd! den we took sm pics on the bus...i dropped off at yishun to take bus 858 back home...by den it's already 6pm..washed up and had dinner. oya..sad to say, my sis din notice i trimmed my hair...which means there's no difference!! omg!

Sun, 02/04/2006:
met chun at woodlands mrt..was late as usual..hann can't make it coz he's still sleeping! he went MOS yest nite...muz had drank alot till his voice is husk! anyway, chun and i decided to go orchard cineleisure sing instead since she will be meeting her fren in town later, so reached there at 11.40am...had k-lunch there..delicious! the grilled fillet fish wif BBQ sauce tasted nice except it's a bit burnt at the bottom side! haha! sang alot of my fav songs...attempted to record them into my mp3 but turned out to be unclear! oh man! den went far east after tat...oh..chun not meeting her fren coz she over slept...haha. den i saw a black necklace....love accessories! bought it! keke! den accompany chun shop for clothes and shoes....and not to forget, also for amanda's and wendy's bday present! well...can u imagine?! we shopped round and round for the whole afternoon till 6pm at far east only?! haha..tat's my first time spending four hrs shopping at the small shopping mall! haha. break record! we had a hard time looking for amanda's present coz we really dunno wat to buy for her...and we have to stick to our budget! but at the end of the day we managed to buy a tube for her...suit her..she can bare her sexy shoulder! haha. den hann zai saw us...he was wif his fren...anyway, chun n me went wisma topshop but she din managed to buy anything..so we went off tgt wif hann zai..rushing home to catch campus superstar grand final! omg! they sang all my fav song! Ji De, Kiss Goodbye, Superwomen, Lian Ai Da Ren, Lian Ai Pin Lui! OMG!! nice! thumbs up!

Mon, 03/04/2006:

initially, wanted to stay home to rest and clear up my room but sis off today. need her to sign on a new telly line while i buy a new hp...so in the end, decided to meet her at bugis since she wants to go there pray....so mum and me set off to bugis. mum treated my to mee siam and po piah! i love mee siam!! At the eating place, there's this uncle in his 50s who is in charge to clearing the tables and washing the dishes. i recognise him as the very hardworking uncle. everytime i go there to eat, he is always busy clearing the tables and doing alot of chores at the kitchen. i have nv see him rest at any moment! applause for him! And he doesn't show any sign of tiredness or unhappiness! he still puts on a smile. the rest of the aunties (serving crews) at the serving counter were chatting at every moment! haha...wat a dif! if i were the lady boss, i will be most willing to pay the uncle at a higher pay den the rest coz he deserve it. the aunties kept ordering the uncle to help them carry and bring things....aren't they paid to work too?! can't stand the sight of those aunties! mum wanted to shop at OG so i accomapanied her...not many ppl there..well expected since it's monday! nthg caught her eyes as usual..heehee! den sis called to say she can't make it to bugis so in the end we met her at citylink! argh~! all becoz of her we were caught in the rain while walking to bugis mrt! argh~! i had to fold up my jeans....though stylish but made me look so short. ok..i admit i am short! so went citylink singtel shop...the only phone worth buying is yen hwa tat nokia model de...but me and my sis feel tat the price might drop in a few wk's time since it is newly launched so might as well wait..haiz...so in the end i din buy again! haiz..sad! den went marina sq HANs have dinner...i had black pepper chicken chop...well...so disappointing! firstly, the proportion was exceptionally small as compared to the one i had at TM. Secondly which is the most important pt, the black pepper chick chop was not well marinated and there was not enough spices added! disappointing! there's still room for improvement! And shouldn't there be consistency in all the HANs outlets?! but the aunty (definitely not the ones at the counter!) serving us was very polite. tat's smthg worth praising! the rest shld learn from her! den went shopping at the small shops at second level...well..looks almost exactly like the one at parco bugis..haha! bought jeans at 2 for $65....me and my sis one each...so i only need to pay $32 for one jeans...worth it! even cheaper than giodarno! haha! so went home after tat..reached home around 10 plus...bathed...still having headache...abit giddy...gtg sleep...yawn~!

Back to where i was born...=D

it's been a long time since i last blogged...'ve been busy accompanying my parents to view houses in XXX areas and at the same time trying hard to "re-connect" back with my gp of buddies and close frens through gatherings and "dating"(ahem..wif Linda lahz). Hadn't been a "always- there-when-needed"-friend over the past few months or perhaps few yrs ever since i entered poly two yrs ago...haiz..so angry with myself when i was so stressed up over school work and was not present to lend my listening ears and consolation when my buddies were in their most upset and depressed state...so disappointed with myself! anyway, back to present, now tat exams are over, i am trying my best to be a supportive and "on" friend!

after viewing so many houses in XXX, finally, my parents and sister all agreeded on a unit ...erm..not gg to disclose here..hehe! the next thing to be busy with will be to research and crack our brains on our house renovation! yeah yeah! new kitchen! but i still like my present kitchen cabinet best! hehe. haiya...chun is on attachment now...wendy's busy wif projects, some rsmates gg ns, my polymates..some are busy wif DRP and work, i have only these things to keep me busy..haha! no work no income recently..sian arh! this sat i the release of my exam results..dun think i did well..realli..i'm very worried over almost all the subjects i had..FPQAP! oh man...think i will blog till here...not gg think further...as usual..hope tmr will be a better day!

I love k-BOxing!!!! addicted!! argh!! [Sunday, February 12, 2006]

woosh~! Finally, FPQAP's over! dunno if i have done well....my report?...hmm...dunno..all i can say is i have did my best for the portfolio..haiz! ok...shooo away all the unhappy worries!! had a enjoyable time wif my sec sch frens today. all of gathered at CCK kbox. by rite i'm supposed to meet chun at 10.30 at woodlands mrt control station, but smthg caught up and in the end she went ahead first to meet the others at the kbox. in the end i went alone to meet them.. reached there at around 11.30...oops! as usual....i was always late for gatherings! kim seng, jing quan, hann zai, xiao chuan and of course my best of the best sister, ah chun! honestly! it was my first time at kbox...ya...wat a joke rite...haiz! anyway, my first song there was ah mei's ji de. din sing well of coruse coz huven "kai sheng". was not stable at all...haiyo! but can understand lah...the rest also huven "kai sheng"..so nthg to laugh at. haiya...dunno y....i feel tat my singing was not as gd as last time...used to sing without "zao sia" de...but now very easy go out of tune...omg! gonna train up for next tue! hehehe..yen hwa....let's "po sia" tgt...!! lolx! den i sang shan hu hai wif hann zai....so tired to sing tat song...lara's voice so high pitched!! cldn't quite hit the high pitch! haiyo! muz train up! hehe! hmm....den accompany ah chun to wait for her aunty to pass her sm new yr stuffs....so had lunch tgt at cck b1 food court. chat alot abt sch work and problems we've been facing....we jus can chat non-stop! haha! love chatting wif her! den went off...after meeting her aunt, both of us parted at the interchange and headed home. guess we r pretty tired after 6.5 hrs of singing...haha...but we love it! keke! haiz...after all the fun, it's time to study!! argh! no choice...this coming week is study week...supposed to study all day all nite...but hey hey! it's Val.time day on tue! so karen, yen hwa, ryan?, man kit, belinda will be going Tampanies kbox tgt to sing and relax! yeah yeah! den after tat...i promise i will start my revision..keke! pls...i need someone to motivate me! yes! motivate me! who will be my motivater? anyone? who will be my guardian angel?! any angels? but i prefer devil who are kind...hahaz! tmr have to go back sch again for adfs and fpr revision session...haiya! gtg bath....yeah yeah! =)

Bad Day!! [Friday, February 03, 2006]

First of all, happy doggy year! this's my first blog since CNY but it doesn't seems a pleasant one! hiaz! it's a bad bad BAD day! had my FPQAP Phy/Chem lab test today. it wasn't very smooth. oh gosh! the more i recall back, the more painful my heart gets!! it was such a long time since i last used the Aw meter and i always forgot the simplest thing of all which was how to open up the Aw meter to put in the samples! i am such a forgetful and dummy person! y am i born with such a sucky brain!! and i din get the accurate brix level...it was supposed to be 20 degree brix and i got 21.4 degree brix even though i did w/w! wat the hell! den aW was a mess! the worse was pH calibration!! i got the very new pH meter which I had nv used before!! the day be4 i revised how to use tat...thanks to yean fang who went to the extent to type the instructions on how to operate a pH meter in the format of an email and sent to me. yet..i still did badly in the calibration thingy. and my luck was "SO GOOD" tat my examiner was tat "super-reasonable" women! we were given 15min for each station and stationA (pH calibration and reading) was the one with the highest mark component!! i was the last to use the pH meter and i rem very clearly that i had used abt 10 mins to take my final reading with calibration and all..ok fine, i admit i was slow becoz i was unfamiliar with the instructions on how to calibrate since i had not used tat before! but i did not exceed the time! she said "finished up" and i did..of course! i took the final reading pH 3.7++...can't rem! but she said when she said "finish up" means she will not grade what i had done! wat the hell! she the worse women i had ever come across!!! argh!! can't stand tat ah beng also! to think he always assume individual lab test component and interviews are "tools" which determines if the individuals have been learning and doing work or jus slacking around and relying on other gp mates! HAHAHAHA!!!! a diligent person who does all the work in a project can be someone who does badly in individual test!! i see alot of real life examples k! and he din even bother to prepare different sets of qns for diff gp's interview which was allocated at diff days! get wat i mean?!

Well...but i received a news today. i got selected to work at tat company for my SIP...erm...dunno if it's a GOOD news coz i have mixed feeling abt it. i was very enthui abt the interview but after tat i dunno if i had made the right choice! am i gd enough to work there? will i throw my sch's face? am i capable of performing well there? oh man! i have doubts abt myself! but one thing for sure, i have interest in tat project and hopefully i can learn a lot of things from the ppll there. hope it will be an enjoyable and pleasant learning and working experience there! i pray to god!

Just Another Empty Page In My Life

I tried to be happy for you
When I wasn't.
I pretended I understood you
When I didn't.
I said I wasn't disappointed in you
When I was.
I told you I didn't care anymore
When I did.
Now you are nothing
but A piece of trash lying under my bed
Something that will
Soon be thrown away and forgotten.
We are drifting apart
Slowly, but surely.
It's almost to the point
Where you are nothing to me.
Your just another empty page in my life.

by: Sierra
Extracted from http://www.dedications.com/poetrydetails.asp?poemid=4633

I happened to come across this page while browsing through for poetry. Read this short but expressive poetry and feel that it describes how i have been feeling recently....

200 bucks gone within a day!!..overspent..? or is this called life?

hmm...another wk passed again! yest nite reached home around 10 plus den went to bed at around 11 plus after a bath...woke up at 10.30 this morning! yawn...but still feeling sleepy...haha! haiyoyo! yest ended sch early..was released at 1 plus...den meet my mum at bugis as promised. Accompanied her to OG...she tried some clothings but din like them! actually it looked quite nice on her...but too bad..she dun like...can't force her to buy them...haha! den shop around for bags and shoes, nthg attractive captured our eyes...hehe! oya! before tat we went to eat nasi lemak...behing bugis street there...it's air-conditioned...comfortable and the food's nice! treat my mum to nasi lemak and popiah wif prawns! very delicious! especially the coconut rice! haha..FATTENING! den went to buy Lee Hom's latest album...YEAH~~!!! so happy...my mum and me like his songs alot! esp the latest ones...my fav is kiss goodbye and ai ying wei zai xin zhong and my mum's fav is hua tien cuo..haha..ya..my mum's more "in" den me lorz! den it's my mum's turn to accompany me to bugis street...yoz yoz yoz! bought 2 skirts ..so cheap manz! my mum gave me alot of opinions..thanks! den can't find any tops lehz...sian! bought 2 pair earings..very very cheap also! one was choosen by my mum..haha! den after tat went to parco bugis..was around 6 plus liddat! meet dad...shop around for awhile...den went to marina sq to have dinner. tat's also where i bought an esprit wallet for myself and an esprit hand bag for my mum!...as for my dad..i already bought him a goldlion belt liaoz..hehe! I feel tat smtimes as children, we shld try to repay back our parents by making them happy and live more comfortably! tat's y i dun feel heartpain when i spend money buying things for my parents and sis (she also buys alot of things for me!)...I have learned to love my family more coz i know they love me too! ..den treat my parents to breeks...i know i can't afford too too ex de restaurants..but i believe my parents wun mind. esp my papa..when i asked him wat he wanna eat..he suggested those average-kind of eating place...i know he's trying to save up for me...ya. oya! papa actually went to the counter to pay but i know him too well...i insisted tat i pay so i RUSHED there..haha..jus in time to pay..keke! haiyo..papa..u shld now my character well lorz..when i say i pay means i pay ok! hehe! ya..tat's how i spent my day wif my two super "in" parents! after some mental calculations..come to think of it..hmm..think i spent abt 200 plus bucks...abit overspent lehz! haiya..nvm lahz...as long as my parents and me are happy...i can always earn back the money..yea?! This is wat i called LIFE! oya...no more shopping for me till end of exam..keke! i need to save up for driving course..hey hey!

stress is coming...! =I

haiyoyo! feeling stress is coming...more project date dues are nearing...omg! especially fpqap portfolio..my greatest worry! oya! den pbpn! today had 2hrs of pbpn lec..dunno wat to say..feel like puking! so much to study...before my small delicate brain can absorb the new things covered in the lec, more newer things are thought! oh man! giv me a break! dunno how to plan my schedule...between work, study and play (as in family and frens..luckily not attached..nobody wants me..haha!) dun even have time to console my buddy ah chun when she's feeling so down jus now! i'm so sorry! but she knows my hotline is always opened for her..yea?! haiz...tell me how to have a balance life?! NO LIFE~~~~!

disappointed....! =(

today's a bad day! so disappointed over my gp's sensory evaluation during AdFS lab. i tried the formulation at home....two days ago...it tasted delicious..even my frens who tasted also thinks it's nice! who wld have predicted that the banana muffins turned out to be crumbly and do not have strong banana smell! how come?! banana not ripe enough? ingredients used is of different quality as the one i used at home?! haiz! omg! i am really very disappointed! a chef will be filled with joy if he sees the people enjoying the food he prepares and thinks it's nice! BUT a chef will be sadden and depressed if he realised tat no one is enjoying the food he prepares and thinks it tasted real bad! =(

wee! trying out my AdFS muffins formulations!!

hohoho! 2day end sch at 1pm and tmr's hari raya haji!..yeah!! hmm..actually dun feel like going home so early..wanna go shopping at bugis and marina square lehz...but nobody free..sianz! i wanna buy a pair of shoe at city link!! argh! too bad! so decided to go home early after sch..slept half-way through the journey..reached home at around 2plus. mummy cooked maggie mee for me ...ya..tat's my lunch...delicious nehz! haha! hmm..den sat down to modify the formulations...decided to try out two banana muffind formulations- one baked using self-raising flour, less sugar, milk, less egg while the other one baked using plain flour, baking powder, more eggs and sugars. den took abt 3 hrs total to try out both formulations! both turned out fine but mummy says the one wif self-raising flour tasted better wif better aroma...haha! i also think so..now have to depend on how my gpmates and frens from AFSN say abt the two formulations!! yup! here's a pic of the banana muffins i baked!

(tried to arrange them in a presentable and artistic way..but too bad! failure! oops! sorry! i'm no gd at photography!!)

ya..nice! nice! nv bluff u! haha! hmm..den had dinner...omg..hate to eat rice! no choice! papa bought dinner and he loves to buy rice for us..ahem! den after dinner..jus nice..campus superstar started showing..i luv watching tat though i feel the contestants are abit childish lahz..(oops! sorry!..secondary sch students only mahz..still cute cute chubby chubby!) but some really got great potential ok! hmm..honest speaking, i dun quite approve the media of organizing such competition directed to students who are still very young and are still schooling! it's still not very practical in S'pore...hmm..well purhaps in a few yrs time the local education sys may allow students to drop out of sch at a very young age and pursue their dream of becoming a SUPERSTAR! lolx...well..haha! hmm...i used to dream of forming a band wif my close buddies or becoming an all-rounded singer! ahaha! i used to "DREAM"..get tat?! =D

start of year 2006 but end of term break!! argh! ...extracted from [spinklinko] Jan 02, 2006 6.31 PM

extracted from [spinklinko] Jan 02, 2006 6.31 PM

aiyoyo! been searching for the whole afternoon for mp3 songs for my mummy and also for myself..keke! recorded into my mp3 player...though not very clear...but still ok lahz. hmm..i am a multi-task-able person..hehe..so while searching for songs, i am doing fpr at the same time...hope vanessa will not kill me for this...haha! aiyo wo de ma ya! the term break has not been long enough to be a BREAK!! have not got enough sleep also..ok..i confess...i did quite alot of shopping during this term break..but come to think of it...not alot also! i jus wanna settle my CNY clothings and relax a bit coz i know i wun have time for tat when the term starts. to prepare for the long and stressful term ahead, it is a must to take some time for relaxation and enjoyment...haha! ya...went shopping wif karen my loa po at marina square. quite a nice place to shop though there's still alot of vacant shops. but the sales gals there not very "service-friendly". karen and me saw one incident whereby the sales person actually tried to force two female teenagers to buy the clothings they had tried..omg! should send them to sm kind of service training schs! hmm..oya! so happy on tat day(sat) coz i bought an ebase top cum skirt kind of top...whereby i can wear it wif a tight jeans...hehe! den bought a U2 jeans at citylink..finally! i hate to buy jeans coz it's hard to buy a nice and suitable one! hmm...den ate pastamania AGAIN..at bugis!! oh man! think it will be quite long be4 i eat creamy chicken again..lolx! hmm..but sad tat i was not able to buy a nice, suitable and comfortable pair of shoe...very difficult! mb coz i'm also quite fussy! keke! hmm...den din went count down coz i dun like to be squeezed in public transport! count down party to me is not very important coz in my heart, i am already looking forward to the new year and celebrating that moment is only an "Add-on"...quite hard to understand wat i'm trying to say..ok..hmm..in short, i am not interested in countdown parties! haha! mb not now ba...perhaps in future when my close frens and i are also not schooling anymore...den mb will be more excited over such events! tat's hw i spent my last day of yr 2005. haiya...so nw have to be back to sch work! tmr will be the start of the new term..haiz...loads of incomplete project reports on hand! oh my goodness! haiz..i always comfort myself by telling myself.."take it as a challenge!!" yea! haha! tmr there's fpqap lab!! gg to have an interview...wah sian arh! have to face tat evil ******! hohoho! hope the new term will have a smooth start! Lucky LUCKY! oya! aza aza fighting fighting! =X

I luv pastamania's creamy chicken..! thumbs up..! ..extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 30, 2005 12.02 PM

extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 30, 2005 12.02 PM

hohoho! came back from bishan abt 2hrs ago! hmm..still feeling so full! but very thirsty! dunno y? cld it be the creamy chicken which i ate jus now? hmm..2day after OSH seminar, i rang hann zai's hp to tell him i'm not going kbox liaoz since chun's having sore throat and we feel it's quite expensive! decided to save up for next time when most of the "RS gang" are free which wld be more fun! so sorry, hann zai, for disappointing u agian..i always break my promise...oops! sorry! hmm..den i decided to meet chun for dinner at bishan since we long time nv meet liaoz..den she was in malaysia on her bday...was not able to celebrate 4 her and..oya! owe her a bday and christmas present! so decided to ask her out for dinner! she's sick so i dun want her to travel all the way to town..so decided that bishan wld be a gd place to eat and shop! unfortunately, the bus which i took for the first time, took a very long route! it was partly becoz i alighted at the wrong bus stop! too long to explain! in short, i made chun waited for me for nearly 2hrs! poor gal! she was waiting at the control station alone for 2 hrs! haiyo! i'm so sorry! the worse thing was tat she nv complain, scold me or bash me up! if i were her, i wld have gotten hm plus servere ties wif tat person! haha! she's is jus so nice! seldom c her vent her anger de! haiyo..wonder y she's still single..ahem! ok...den reached bishan at around 8pm...decided to have dinner at pastamania! as usual..she's is ok wif anything..haiyo! den she ordered chicken bolognese sphagetti while i had creamy chicken lingunine! crazy me! been having tat recently! time to start dieting! hmm...den chatted alot..she listen to my problems while i listen to hers....we always enjoy chatting wif each other! i really think tat frens play a very important and essential role in my life! tat's y i always treasure my gp of buddies! luv them lotsa! hmm...den reached hm at around 10.30pm..as usual, remove make-up, bath and change, go online check mail and do assignments! blog! yawn....kk...think i will blog till here....feeling sleepy liaoz... tmr will be the last day of 2005! not working..dunno if going to count down or not..c how first ba! hmm...2005 has not been a very gd year to me...many unhappy things have happened...it is also a year where there are many changes in me n my life! really wished that next yr will be a much better and happening year! 2006, i'm coming~! hahaz!

wat a problematic world...! ...extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 29, 2005 12.16 PM

extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 29, 2005 12.16 PM

haiyo...reached home abt 2 hrs ago...had my dinner cum supper and hot bath liaoz! yawn...feeling sleepy..as usual! today went to work...hmm..2day's quite an enjoyable day! worked wif "ah ma" the forever nice and jovious brother, and judy, the stressful big sister! siew may and may off...hehe..dunno y...feels happy they are not around..keke! haiyo....judy was complaining ..mb i shldn't use the word complain...shld be more of "letting off" baz! she was telling me the two "princesses" have been bickering at each other behind her back..tat was wat she heard from other brands' promoters. haiya..actually honest speaking, the two will never work well together unless they are honest with each other. but who wld want to be the first to raise the matter? we are all humans! nobody wld want to be the "bad person"..rite?! i have worked longer wif siew may than with judy and may. though it's only 3 mnths, i know siew may's character very well. she kind of like to speak ill of others or gossip abt others...smtimes too sharp at her words...at times, i also can't stand her! but i jus kept quiet unless it's really too much lahz..den mb i will jus talk back jokingly to avoid unnecessary disputes! if not, i will jus walk off and stay silent for a long time...hehe! my close frens will know! hmm...den may?..i dunno her well coz only worked wof her for less than a mth..but i feel tat she likes to complain alot...like.."my foot aches lahz"..."headache lahz"...all sorts of complains! she has been in retail line for so many years and yet she is still complaining...as if she has not got used to such long hrs of standing?! come on! i really pity judy...it is very difficult to work in an environment where both partners are not cooperating and working togather as one! wat's worse! both "hate" each other! my only advise to judy is to carry on wif her work...and dun get troubled and stressed over tat 2 princesses..let them settle between themselves..! ..ya...so i worked till 9.30pm..went off togather wif judy...den reached hm lorz! tat's how i spent my day..oya...tmr there's a OSH seminar from 2-5pm! sian! den after tat still have quiz..haiyo!! oya! hann zai called me jus now asking if wanna go kbox tmr after my seminar and he will be booking out at 4pm. fine wif me but a bit ex lehz...so i called chun...she also say it's abit ex tmr...so guess we will c how...mb meeting for dinner at town ba! hope tmr will be another happening day! yawn...gonna go zzz liaoz...good nitez!

Soo..brain-torturing!! ...extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 28, 2005 1.25pm

extracted from [spinklinko] Dec 28, 2005, 1.25pm

haiya...today went back to sch to discuss csas3 project again! have to travel 2hrs back to tp...as usual, i slept throughout the journey...hehe! oya! almost forget, i overslept this morning despite setting 2 alarm clocks--my hp and the normal jackpot-look-alike alarm clock. this shows how piggy i am! hey hey! in the end, i was still the earliest to reach...reached sch at around 11.20am. Can't figure out y i was still the earliest among my groupmates...haha! hmm..oya..bought a chicken pau from tampanies interchange. this is only my second time buying food from there. haiyo! guess wat! i dunno who tat young man who was serving at the counter was. he is a chinese who dun understand chinese...sm kind of ABC?! when i placed my order in chinese, he responed "huh?..wat?" ok...i assumed he dun understand chinese. but the funny thing is tat he was able to ask me "wat pau?..dao sa pau, cai pau?.." haha...he dunno how to speak chinese but knows how to pronounce "dao sa, cai"..come on! dun act ABC k! he looks fit and handsome..like those kind of beach boys, but i deduct all his marks becoz he doesn't knows how to speack simple chinese! omg! ok..anyway, reached sch...we were quite productive today. managed to finish almost the whole report...we all divided the work and did the different parts in the com lab. i think credits shld go to ryan coz he's doing the most complicated and time-consuming part. that is the data presentation and findings part...xin ku le! vanessa also think and think alot..think she killed quite alot of her brain cells today...haiyo! hmm..as the report is near to completion, all of us was feeling hungry. we went to the nearest food place, FLAVOURS. woosh~! really stinks! nvm...at least today the curry chicken i ordered tasted quite nice. den we ate...after tat, we continued to chat. den belinda suggested tat we go shopping at city sq at JB! cool! i luv shopping! we all need to shop for CNY clothings! we wanted to set it on fri but becoz of that stupid OSH seminar from 2-5pm on fri, we can't go as it will be too late. so we decided to go on mon instead! we called our other classmates and the response was not bad..so roughly abt 7 ppl will be going! yeah! They will be meeting me at woodlands custom which is so so so near to my house! hehehe! aiyer..so excited!

kk...den reached hm today at around 5plus..so tired..sleepy as usual! but i din nap today..went online find midi files, watch MV...dunno y suddenly have the urge to search for MVs! haha! den around 8 plus..started doing my CSAS3 and FPr project. finished CSAS3 and did sm FPr, but really tak boleh tahan liaoz...so i decided to blog which i am doing nw, be4 i go to sleep and planning to finish up by tmr after work when i reached hm. haiya..tmr will be working...no work no money! so if want money to spend, den work lorz!! haha! hope tmr everything will be smooth and easy at work!

A New Beginning....

my on my..! it's been a long time since i last blogged in my multiply account...guess i gonna do my blogging here from this moment onwards...yea! okay...it's the start of my new blog account! i hope it is another new begginning of my life...away from the scheming and cruel world out there. i have decided, this zone will only be accessible to complete strangers and very very close frens ONLY! becoz they are the ones who either know me very very well or dunno me at all...haha!

okay...to begin well...let me set some life-long resolutions:

1. Be more focused in what eva i do, especially in my studies.
2. Live in my own world, not minding others' business to keep myself protected from being hurt. ( BUT this does not apply to my close buddies! n also to the helpless elderly!)
3. Do wat eva i wanna do, no restrictions by the age of 18 years old (2 more months!!) .
4. Live with my heart, Learn with my heart, Listen to my heart...ALL THE TIME.
5. Be mean, be cold-blooded, be a ruthless devil to protect myself.
6. Fight for my right.
7. Be MYSELF.
8. Be opptmistic.
9. Be active in sports i like.
10. Go backpack travelling with fun-loving friends.

yup! i'm gonna live with these resoulutions! this is a promise i made to myself! yes..i will! all the way, steph! aza aza fighting fighting!