TRUST

Am I an idiot or what?! I'm already 20 years old and yet i can't differentiate the good and the bad! Am i blind? Why am i always trusting the wrong people?! It really feels shit to know that even ur closest friend seems to be gossiping behind ur back! And i jus realized that some things which i thought nobody knows turns out that EVERYBODY is aware of it...haha..isn't it scary that some people have been quietly updating each other about their friend's recent happenings?!

The greatest weakness about me is that i will still regard people as my friend and be nice to them even though i KNOW they are despicable by nature (oops!) ! But why?! Because i always believe that they will slowly discover the good side in me and cherish me as a friend! And I always give in to my friends because i treasure friendship a lot!! ...though i dun usually show it out. But because of such naive side of me, I feel that I'm always being taken for granted! Its true that I always seems calm when handling people, BUT DO NOT TEST MY PATIENCE! I will make sure i embarrass that devil right in front of everybody if it ever cross my limit!

I also admit that i tend to talk bad about a person when i feel that that person has gone over broad or when i'm in very bad mood. I can't stop myself from speaking ill of anybody whom i dislike.....oh come on! who doesn't do tat?! Even deity do tat too right?! (isn't tat what we saw in the channel 8 drama series about "Niu Lang Zhi Nu"?!) But after the incident has past, i will forget everything and continue to be friends with tat whoever i dislike before! Hmm....except for some people who are just unforgivable! ...Ahem!

Advise to people who are BAD in nature: Dun make yourself sound like an angel when the truth is that you are a devil with fangs (a cross-breed between devil and vampire) ! You can try all ways to pretend to be an angel loved by everybody BUT there will always be a day when your fangs will reveal your identity!!!! =P

Pending updates.....

....more updates on some bakery products i made for the past few months....will post them when i have the mood to blog again....hee! =P

CHRISTMAS UPDATES_PART 2

ok....as promised...i will blog on how i spent my christmas ..last year!

well...who says Christmas would be boring without boyfriend..oh come on...there's always friends around k! But unfortunately, it ended up only K, R and me were free....ahem! hmm...can't rem wat my sec school buddies were busy wif...probably rushing sch assignments ba! well...this year's christmas falls on our term break..so there's no excuse to why we should not celebrate this festive season rite! so the three of us decided to lunch at Essential Brew at Holland Village (the place where wan wan da jie, jing jing they all stay =x) as highly recommended by our friends and the media. These are the pis we took at the cosy eatery....

...Essential Brew's Menu...

...Chocolate Latte...

...breaded prawns...

R ordered the lemon grass breaded prawns, K ordered baby potatoes while i ordered fried chicken wings. Hmm...to my disappointment, the food wasn't really worth the price. I was very pissed off by the taste of the fried chicken wings. Firstly, it was chicken drumlets and not chicken wings! Secondly, the chicken was tasteless! I swear i can cook better k! The chicken drumlets were not marinated...there's no flavor...they really tasted bland! The only winning point it has is it is crispy and warm! Next, is the lemon grass breaded prawns....it's jus normal prawns with breading and some lemon grass bits blended in it. Ahem...its really ordinary! =(

But i think the tea which R and K ordered was quite nice....Nevertheless, the ambiance was quite cosy and relaxing...definitely a good place to relieve stress and chat with friends. If you dun mind paying more for the ambiance, then i think this is a good place to chill out. But if you are some food critics like me, this might not be the place you wanna go!

Its rating time...!
Menu Presentation: Normal
Ambiance/Layout: Good
Food: Poor~Normal
Service: Good

*The above ratings and comments are based on my personal opinions and likings. Please do not be influenced!

After filling our stomachs, we strolled down the streets of Holland V. Oh i finally saw the windmill! Reminds me of the channel 8 TV series! Nah nah nah...nah nah nah...~~! OOO....almost forgot...K brought us to Provence...the popular Japanese Bakery Shop (some commends about the bakery shop can be found in http://www.can.com.sg/content/neocan/en/archive/spotlight/holland_village/what_you_ll_find_in/holland_village_finds.html) It's really an amazing place filled with aromatic breads, rolls...etc etc that tastes so heavenly! Ooo...i bet people who loves baking or like to eat breads would love this place a lot!! I'm one of them! Hee!

Right after buying some breads for afternoon tea..we went in search for the community center where there's a KTV lounge! haha! I have never been to a CC's KTV lounge...oh man! my first impression of such place is that there's a lot of aunties and ah pek and true enough, there's plenty. But dun underestimate them...they can sing better than us! so we paid for one room and sang for an hour. We even sang "lu pian yi ke" along with them...haha! omg! Its a nice place and they provided very good service nehz!

This was how i spent my last festive season of 2006....hmm...nothing happening or romantic lah..it's jus another day of the year to relax and rest! I hope that Christmas 2007 will be "DIFFERENT"! hey hey! =D

Heya....I'm Back.....! =D

Dear readers, i'm back to to spink-blogging! Ooo...it's been more than two months since i last blog...well...i guess the following entries will be very LONG ones....but rest assure...there will be more pics than words...hee!


Well...i can't believe in this two months, i actually accomplished so many things! CSAS job interview, PDM port folio and product mock-up, Major project report and poster presentation with my lovely teammates, FSM and PDM tests, and lastly some essay write-up! Hohoho....i'm a superwoman manz!

Wee! 22nd Feb 2007 was the day i had my last paper..woohoo....it is the day i had total freedom! I remembered I had kbox session immediately after tat...yeah!

Okay....in the following entries, I will share the happenings in my life for the past two months!

Happy 2007!

Yoz people! Happy New Year! It 2007! How can i not blog on the first day of 2007?! Must at least squeeze out some time to blog down my resolutions rite...i know it's kind of old fashion to do this here...BUT i wanna write cannot huh!


While most Singaporeans are waiting anxiously at Vivocity and Marina to welcome the new year ahead, i chose to stay at home, sit comfortably on the cosy sofa with my family and watch people countdown..haha =P! I'm too old for count down lah and i hate squeezing in the crowd..you know how disgusting it is to have body contacts with thousand over sweaty bodies?! Used to like such events but now that i'm older, i choose to AVOID!! Moreover, my mind is too loaded with so many undone assignments and it's making me stressed up BUT i just dun have the determination to complete them! Though it's already 2007, i'm still left with so many 2006 assignments! haha! This is what i called INEFFICIENT worker! bleah =P!


Well well well....so wat's my resolutions?! Of course is to find a job upon my graduation! That will be my top priority! Can u believe it....we are graduating in less than 3 months....hohoho! I need a job! Permanent job! I'm becoming a working adult...oh man...I'm aging! Soon i will be 20, 30 den 40 and so on....yucks! i'm picturing myself as a freaky old mate working in the lab....wahaha!

kkk...den of course, i hope to shed down 10 kg and lead a healthy lifestyle. I realised that nothing is more important than having a good health. Without good health, i can't do anythg much in life! Agree? Den lastly, to live life to the fullest! Gonna work and save up, and enjoy life at the same time. I hope to have a more balanced lifestyle!

yup....that's all that i can think of....well...actually who cares about resolutions?! wat's more important is that i'm happy everyday..hehe!

...May Year 2007 (PIGGY YEAR) be a wonderful, and more happening yet peaceful year for everyone!...

Btw, shall post up Christmas Updates_Part 2 when i have the time k...more pics to post!

Christmas updates....PART 1

CHRISTMAS UPDATES_PART 1

Oooohoo! it's been about a month since i last updated my blog....well...it's been a busy term but still i managed to steal some time out to bake, explore recipes, meet up wif my buddies to eat and crap! Who says crapping is a waste of time?! To me crapping and chatting rubbish is a way to relax...haha! =P

well...today's christmas! but no program for me! some of my frens are at overseas. it's ok...i shall stay at home to finish up things i have not been doing..like...clearing up the mess in my wardrobe and shelves, and watch korean dramas, day-dreaming etc etc! heehee! hmm...i shall enjoy singlehood for as long as i can! haha!

hao de...these are my footprints for the past two months.......

I tried this recipe in my kitchen. It was meant for my FSM lab. This is a Thai dessert known as Mango Glutinous Rice. Glutinous rice is mixed with coconut milk, sugar and salt, and steamed. The sauce is made by caremelizing the brown sugar. Thai mangoes were supposed to be used but i lived too far from golden miles, so i decided to just substitue it with the normal mangoes found in NTUC supermarket. The mangoes are peeled, sliced and placed on top of the steamed glutinous rice. Lastly, the caramel sauce is poured over it and ready to be served. hmm...i find the glutinous rice too hard...expected because i do not have much understanding on glutinous rice and it was my first time preparing it...hee! I also realized that the most difficult part of this dish is preparing the glutinous rice. You have to get the right amount of water to be added, look out for the timing, fire and holding time in order to get a glutinous rice with the right moistness and softness! Cooking is indeed a test for "alertness" and patience!


Below are the Cinnamon Raisins Bread Roll i baked three weeks ago....after seeing the juniors making them in the FPP for the TP Applied Science School Open House, i had the urge to get into some breadmaking! Apart from the bread baked with my team during Food Processing Lab in year 2, this was my virgin attempt to make bread! haha! I do not have much understanding and hands on in bread making as i'm more into cakes. Therefore, i have decided to explore more on this area during my free time! (Ingredients were bought from Poon Huat: Bread flour, shortening, dry instant yeasts, raisins, cinnamon powder, bread improver (sweet breads) and brown sugar.) Since i was at Poon Huat, i also bought icing sugar, butter, chocolate rice and cocoa powder. These are for making chocolate cake for my sis who is a chocolate lover!!

My mum and I loves cinnamon and raisins a lot! Thus, we gave our thumbs up for the breads..hee! However, my mum and sis felt that the bread was slightly tough and dry. It could be due to the proofing and fermentation conditions which could have caused excessive loss of moisture. One disadvantage of making bread at home is that there is no proofer with the right and controlled humidity and temperature for proofing and fermentation. When breads are left to proof at room temperature in the kitchen, problems most likely to arise are insufficient fermentation due to inappropriate temperature which would result in bland tasting bread without much flavor. Another problem is having dry bread crumbs due to excessive loss of moisture when dough is left to proof at ambient conditions. Although the outcome of the bread was not as perfect, considering it was my first attempt, i'm quite pleased with it. My mum and sis have been very encouraging too...always there to give me feedback on the food i prepared. They always tease me by saying that i can earn a living by selling bread and cakes...haha! ya...in my dream! oh for goodness sake! My baking skills are still not up to that standard!


Below are pics i took when i met up with my sisters after term test! We went to KBox Marina Sq to sing (too lazy to blog down my dissatisfaction with the management there!), had potato salad at Long John for lunch (the mustard sauce was nice!) and Grilled dory fillet at Hans (not bad! does not have the fishy smell!). We accompanied amanda to esplanade to collect the bday cake for her father! It was a black forest cake worth 30 over bucks but i feel it was worth it as the packaging was so lovely! Took some pics of those art pieces...super creative isn't it...they used wires to shape it into human figures....

...utterly saddened and shocked...

huven been blogging becoz MP has robbed away most of my time! managed to steal some time out to rest for the past few days...MP was on hold becoz karen hurt her toes very badly so din return back to sch for a "LONG" time.

came online today wif a sleepy yet relaxed mood...wanted to blog and post some happy stuffs such as the ham and mushroom quiche which i baked yest....(ya..my oven's finally back to normal le)...

Ham and Mushroom Quiche
(a modification from the origin recipe "Bacon and Mushroom Quiche)

(dun feel like commenting on the quiche part....perhaps other time ba)


...but i was utterly saddened by sm unpleasant and shocking news which i got to know jus a moment ago when i went to read lani's and ling's blog. omg...i feel like crying as i type along....=(

CY is a guy from my course...i only got to know him during year 2 sem 2....we were bench-mate in AdFS lab, tgt with Azuran, Khali and Shingo. I still rem them teasing each other and miss mah picking on him at every minute. Although we seldom talk and it's only those few 3-hr long practical sessions tat we worked tgt, i can sense tat he's a very easy-going, happy-go-lucky kind of person who nv fails to brighten his frens' day. I also know him as YW and EL's fren as i used to see them hang ard happily teasing each other. I smtimes envy them as i nv once enjoyed my days like they did in poly! i envy they got the company of real frens!

Jus this afternoon, i got to know that he had left us early on thur. my heart sank when i confirmed wif lani. i feel pain in my heart. Even though i only talked to him a few times, i can feel tat my mood is affected when i know tat he had to leave early. y does good ppl always have to leave early? he's only 19 yr old!! We r all 19 yr old students waiting to graduate and realise our dream!! Isn't it unfair to bring him away to heaven now when he had so much more to enjoy for the next few decades??!!....i suddenly feel tat life is really short and unpredictable!

I feel very hurt and sad.....i hope this is the last time i hear this kind of news.....

To my coursemate, CY, i pray that you will be as happy as u were in sch in tat place called Heaven. RIP.

....BAD DAY!

...feel demoralized, inferior, stupid, tired, confused, silly, disappointed, angry, frustrated, sad...sad..sad..SAD! =( i'm feeling really down..i mean DOWN! DOWN!!

i feel like dying....argh~!!

Birthday month.......HaPPy Shalalala...("',)!!

woo! i'm back to update abt my life for the past few weeks! ..............

been busy wif lotsa of things though it's supposed to be vacation period...haiyaya! Firstly, MP starting early and proposal report due date pushed forward. Secondly, have been working which killed away 3/4 of my time daily! Thirdly, alot of birthdays falling in these 2 months. Forthly, have to prepare farewell gifts coz leaving the company early. Lastly, have to source for ideas and materials for e-business. Haiyaya...24 hour a day is really not enuft!! boo!

ok....shall update u all wif the "happenings" for the past few weeks.....


the birthday trail started wif my dear sister......................

on 21st August 2006, 12:00 am....................


My future brother-in-law bought this cake from four leaf....specially for his beloved girlfriend (my sister lah!..haha!). Love love love~~~! It's a mango mousse cake with fresh strawberry and mango toppings! Delicious neh! I wanted to take a pic of the cake with candles...but hp not enuft space! boo!


on 26th August 2006.......mummy's birthday.............


My family, including J, had dinner at the famous "Pang Xie Da Wang" in AMK to celebrate mummy's birthday! yeah...papa's treat! good husband nehz...hee! This dish is called creamy crab. We also ordered the "pang xie mee fen tang" which tasted so heavenly that i wished for more! The soup was very additive...creamy because milk was added and had obvious peppery note which brings out the fragrance of the whole dish! woo! I give it 4 out of 5. I din give full marks becoz it's too oily...hee! I highly recommend u all to try out this super duper delicious dish...especially to those who love creamy dishes, u should not miss it!

On top of that, we ordered side dishes like green vegetables with mushrooms and another of their speciality, fried tofu.....

The fried tofu was soft inside and crispy outside. If i'm not wrong, the tofu is made up of prawns, shallots, spring onions and those flours that is used to make fish balls (i'm not sure wat that kind of flour is called...any idea?..hee!) perhaps also some other secret ingredients! haha! the tofu was deeped in batter and covered with bread crumbs before putting into extremely high temperature oil. the bread crumbs adds crispiness, fragrance and extra mouthfeel. i will give it 3.5 out of 5...hee!

den when we reached home....ooo...there's cake! birthday will be meaningless without cake rite!! haha! Proudly presents Tiramisu cake (chocolate and cheese) from Secret hmm....oh gosh! i suddenly can't rem wat's the brand name...oops! when i rem i will update again....hee! Pardon my short term memory!...........


so with tat cake, the celebration for my mummy's birthday comes to an end...!



now it's my turn! yeah....! On 9th Sept 2006, Saturday........

i had kbox session wif my gang...my sistas lah! wendy, amanda and yichun. shitty yit hann overslept and lin have to work. but nvm...i have my sistas! haha....oh! they actually hide the cake at one corner with bags and newspapers covering over it....but i itchy hand go and take the papers to read....ya...i spoilt the whole surprise myself!! haiyaya! they sang bday song....den chun video taped the whole celebration...yeah yeah! thanks alot sistas!! too bad my hp no more space...have to wait for wendy to send me the pic and the videos....hehehe! oh! the cake they bought from Breadtalk was Tiramisu which was one of my favourite! Thank you very much!

On 12th September, 12:00 am....which was my birthday!!...yeah!.............

my sister bought black forest from Polar....





1, 2, 3 blow!! and that ended my birthday! haiyaya...have to wait for another year again! boo!

This year's bday was more happening den last year which was a gd thg...it showed my wish for a better year came true! this yr really seems a better year...at least i get closer wif my gp of gang again...i find myself again and most importantly, i learnt to be happier! yup...and i shall continue to maintain tat kind of life!

My birthday wish: I wish for happiness and good health in everyone!!

Back to shopping mood!! yeah yeah!!

oooo! finally went to my fav place bugis. yesterday was another happy and enjoyable day of my life! met up wif amanda, xue lin and yi chun! yesh...it's another WOMEN SHOPPING DAY!! woohoo! =D hmm..supposed to meet them in bugis mrt at ard 2 plus but was super late....left house at 2 plus...hee! so in the end, they went to eat first...ooo....they had lunch at BILLY BOMBER!! so by the time i reached there, they already filled their stomach full! i ended up eating banana split! aiya! forgot to take photo of it...very nice...but i can't finish up coz it looks disgusting when it's melted. moreover, i din like ice cream at all! hee! BILLY BOMBER!! i like the ambience there....so 70s....the oldies they played...ooo....super nice place to chill out! my virgin visit there! hee! =X

den hanged out at parco bugis.....before heading to bugis street. oh i actually intended to buy brikenstock look-alike sandals, bag, t-shirts and pants. but too bad...nthg caught my eyes except two pants...

nice mah?....hee....i like both alot...plus the sale person very friendly! gave me discounts too...wahaha!...thanks chun and lin for giving me their opinions!

den went to chill out at BUGIS CAFE.....i ordered ice mocha....chun treated us wif fries! yeah yeah! nanny nanny! (she gonna kill me! =X) wahaha!

den we headed down to marina square.....bought nthg from there...so disappointing! Din buy any bag...sian....den saw so many young and pretty gals and ladies with model-like figures! so envy them..haiz! forget it....i long gave up the idea of dieting! coz i realised the more i cut down on my diet the fatter i become and vice versa. so i have come to a conclusion: eating wateva u want is the best way to slim down! wahaha!


next weekend shall be another happening week! no more reports and projects for the time being! so before MP starts in mid sept, i shall slog from mon to fri and enjoy every weekend! woohoo! yeah yeah!

Songs to recommend: Tien Tien Ye Ye by F.I.R

黎安莱姆丝：How do I live without you
Faye：I want to know
黎安莱姆丝：How do I breathe without you
Faye：If you ever go
黎安莱姆丝：How do I ever
合　：Ever survive　How do I　How do I　How do I live

阿沁：当你的泪在微笑中滑落　回忆的风吹着我走　我却情愿停留
Faye：当一颗心到时间的尽头　呼吸也会痛
合　：可是我记得 你给我的梦

Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在　走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合　：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合　：How do I live without you

Faye：How do I live

阿沁：当世界都遗忘我的时候　你的一切
对我来说　经过才能拥有
Faye：我明白一份真爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
合　：心痛的时候 更深刻感受
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在　走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合　：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合　：How do I live without you

黎安莱姆丝：And tell me now

Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在　走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合　：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合　：How do I live without you

黎安莱姆丝：How do I live without you
How do I breathe without you

I WANNA BE HAPPY...!

wow! wow! wow! yest finally went to town with lani and cynthia! it's been so long since i last went to town....and i feel so happy becoz i huven met cynthia for a long long time! still rem we used to take 969 tgt!

woosh! i feel much better now...initially, i thought my frens wld disapprove of wat i did but seems like no one blames me! thank them a zillion for their understanding! and not to forget, thanks a lot Lil Prince! =D i feel much relieved now though i still feel bad!

hmm...went to town wif the gals...well actually i still dun have the mood to shop coz the sem huven officially end and there's test next wed! but decided to accompany lani to look for her boy's pressie at tangs and cynthia to look for laces at SPOTLIGHT. but in the end nv go SPOTLIGHT coz too late le and it's out of the way....oops! sorry cynthia! oya! saw the cakes at Bakerzin....they looked so heavenly beautiful and appealing! oooohhhh! lani bought one for her boy.....from the way she went ard looking for her boy's pressie...hmm...can see how deeply she is in love wif him!! she wants the best of the best for her boy!! woo...so loving! wahaha! =P

yeah yeah!...we went orchard cineleisure kbox to sing!.....tat marked the last stop of the day! =D

Troubled troubled TROUBLED!!!!! A bad start to my MP!

on mon, we had MP briefing regarding MP selection and grouping. lecturers made it compulsory that each group must have 3 members! Y??!! i dun see the point of having 3 members?! isn't 2 members enuft?! and they will put in anyone without gp into those incomplete gp! MP is abt choosing the rite ppl which we feel comfortable working wif! wat if the third person they add into the gp is someone which cannot work wif?!! den the gp will suffer! y can't the lecturers be flexible??! damn! this is making all of us crazy! because of this, i became a selfish, despicable and unprincipled person.

i asked my fren from the other gp to join karen and me for MP since she is more comfortable working wif us and moreover, karen wanted her to join us initially. well...i also wanted her to join us coz i worked wif her before and she's really an effective team mate who will put projects as her top piority. so i approached her on mon nite and she was quite hesistant at first because she has commited to another gp....hmm..guess wat?! it's HL's gp! omg!! i knew that long ago but i also heard recently that miss mah's project for them was cancelled or wat. moreover, lecturers did mention that all gps previously submitted will be disregarded. tat's y i thought it's ok tat PY can back out and join us instead. i know very well tat PY is a sweet and innocent gal who will not hurt anyone. tat's y i asked her to think carefully and if she's really more comfortable working wif us, i will do the talking. afterall, i am already on extremely bad terms wif HL! and my pt of view is that MP is a very important element of the whole diploma, everyone shld be given a chance to choose the gp they want to work wif! PY shld be given a chance to choose! In the end PY agreeded but i know she feel very bad abt it. haiz...thinking of it...before MP start, so many unhappy thgs have happened le....i dunno when MP start, how will my other frens think of me??!! dunno if HH, cynthia and yean fang will be angry wif me? needless to say, HL hates me even more now...she's been giving me those sucky kind of attitude and face like i owe her alot! well...seems like i really owe her alot now! BUT BUT BUT wat abt wat she did to me??!! being psychologically tortured by her for almost one yr! and smthg to add on....S told me when she asked HL who are her gp members, HL replied telling her the members plus added "is it SOMEONE sent u to ask?" see that?! she think of me so badly! she always think only the bad side of others! wat abt herself??!! I HATE HER!!! but becoz of this incident, i became in debt to her!! i am feeling really really troubled these days...i dunno wat i did was correct or wrong?! was i really wrong?!! =(

Back to secondary school times.....i miss them!!

yest nite was the most enjoyable nite i had eversince these three years after graduation from secondary school. finally met up for dinner! guess who turned up?!! wooo....yi chun, hann zai and AND AMANDA and WENDY were there!!! so happy to see them ard! huven been meeting up with all of them inclduing chun and hann for the past few weeks...it's really rare to have everybody present for the dinner at pizza hut, cwp. we ordered the family set which consisted of two regular pizzas, 5 bowls of soup and a jug of soft drink. As three big eaters hann, wendy and amanda were there (oops! pardon me! wahaha!), we ordered the side dish spicy drumblets to fill up their stomach...k all our stomach k! wahaha! we chatted and teased each other like wat we used to do in our secondary school days....it brought back some memories...how time flies! xiang dan nian (thinking back den..)...we were only16 yrs old...and now, yr 2006, we r 19 already! Old old old...time is running out...oh no! i huven gotten a bf yet..wahaha! nah..jk!..boo!

oya! i realised our characters din change much..haha! except that wendy became more "women"! hehe....oh! one major change among us....the gals put on weight le whereas the only guy, mr lai, slimmed down alot! wah seh...unfair! how he managed to do tat! envy him lehz! nvm...gals..let's jia you! wahaha!

before leaving pizza hut, we took some pics (below). realised that mr lai was not there?...haha...he was the man of the day lehz! he "voluteered to make the payment (as in we give him the money and he bring it to the cashier) and take pic of us gals...hee...GENTLEMAN lehz! =X

after the sumptuous dinner we went to party world at civic center. too bad there were no vacant rooms. we had no choice but to sing hall lor...each of us paid $13+. got tibits and drinks but din get to sing much of the songs....too bad. but nvm...though i was tired, i enjoyed the time there as all my frens were ard! i simply love the accompany of my frens! wendy and amanda, i know very clearly that both of u are trying to make me feel that u all do cherish our friendship...thanks! hmm i hope my feelings are accurate?!..hee! sorry if i appeared cold or very sian coz i'm really tired after whole day of work! Thanks alot gals!

left the place at ard 11 pm. hann and me took the same train back...by right he shld alight at yishun, to show that he is a GENTLEMAN, he "reluntantly" agreeded to accompany me to AMK den take two stations back...wahaha! thanks arh! it's been long since we had a one to one talk. though he's been very into his NS and zhu zhu club life, he's still my buddy! i will still regard him as one even if he does not!! (as if! will kill him...!) wahaha!

STRESSED~!

argh! i feel very stressed now!!! been sitting in front of the lap top for the whole day doing research, reports, research,reports! there's so many thgs to do after SIP! first is sip report...i dunno how to go about writing the company tasks..it's not stated clearly in the study guide!! how wld i know wat it means by "a technical description of the task(s) assigned"? a breif one? or a very detailed one...but how to squeeze within 8 pages (inclusive of other sections)? oh man! this is freaking me out! and the stomach cramps is making me feel worse! bad day bad day!

then next is food safety virtual report to be due in a week's time?..i think so....again so much info to be included but limited to one page. boo! then food safety HACCP templates are making me go ding dong! yes no yes no...is this a CCP..no it's not...blah blah...and y say it is not a HACCP...blah blah....coz i say so ^&*(**%#%$#%! woosh! den so much research to do on the critical limits and legislation of those food ingredients...on and on non stop!

And worse, i blur blur replied "yes...ok..np!" to my manager when he called to ask if i can go back to work....wahaha! but i din asked him when to start work....guess he will let me know yea =X. so which means i have less time to work on FS and SIP report?! ans me am i looking for more stress and trouble?! oh gosh...

oh..and two person sms me good nite msges jus now....he and chun....but i replied only to one....hee....thanks!

tmr will be meeting my gpmates in sch to do the HACCP tgt...hopefully we can complete the templates!

..........i jus hope that thgs will turn better soon.....(where's my gurdian angel?!)

I NEED LOTSA $$$$MONEY$$$$!!

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scrolling through the courses offered, i feel that it is pretty worth it bacause the theory and practical covered are quite competent. and they will definitely serve as an add-0n to what we are learning in FoodScience!

However, given my current financial status (a diploma undergraduate without a stable job) , 300 bucks for a course is still considered expensive...haiz. Sometimes, i really wish that i'm born with a rich background! then money will not become an obstacle in my learning journey! but ppl who knows me well will know that i dun like to use my parent's money unless really left with no choice! It doesn't feel good having others to pay for me too!

Who is willing to be my guardian angel cum financial sponsorer?! wahaha! =X

A very strange experience back to school!

yest went back to tp...omg! look at all the juniors there! the new intakes! omg! i'm speechless! they are all dressed up! but i have to admit they looked very, extremely presentable...certainly much more presentable than us seniors who jus came back from SIP. wahaha! i almost wanted to back off the moment i alighted at the bus stop because i was dressed up very very casually. come one...i'm going back to school for project discussion only...y shld i go to the extent to get all dressed up?! our seniors dun do tat too! luckily i put on make-up...if not i wldn't dare to step into that "school of Fashion". what caused the trend huh? where did these juniors find time to make up, shopping, dress up for lectures held as early as 8am(usual time slot for applied science school course)? AND where did they get money to buy those branded wears?! =\ at first i thought i was too sensitive but when i met up with my gpmates, they also had the same kind of feeling and thoughts on our juniors...wahaha! oh man! these juniors are freaking us out.....Juniors! DUN PRESSURIZE UR SENIORS K! no no no! seniors must not lose to them! there's still plenty time before the next semester starts...hehehe.....i shall shop for more clothings! i may design my own too...keke! Watch out juniors! Ur seniors are back! wahahaha! lol! =P

SIP's over....hooray~!

finally, SIP's over! it's smthg worth celebrating manz! haha!

fri was my last day of work at my attachment company......had mixed feelings. initially, i thought i would be very happy as i looked forward to that day but to my surprise, i had some kind of sad feelings...like she bu de the department which i worked in. i dunno for wat reason, the colleauges there had been treating me very nice during my last few weeks of my sip. weird! we started to have small conversations during teabreak. like soo ching actually asked me out of the blue if i had watched the match between portugal and italy...haha! so funny! den auntie jenny will chit chat wif me in the pantry den kept offering me cakes to eat...den say i very shy and soft spoken. oh! it was my supervisor who brought tat up! haiyo....i'm not tat GUAI(well behaved)! oh pls! the day before my last day, i went to consult the so called "F&B manager" of the Food Science & QA department on wat kind of food the department likes. i wanted to buy cakes but my supervisor siew cheng doesn't like...she prefers savoury. so she suggested busying curry puffs....gd idea! yup so she offered to order for me. i orderd 25 and this amount included 5 extras lorz...in the end all finished. haha! honestly, other than the group manager, i like everyone in the whole department!! =) last day at work was very relaxing....did nthg except clearing up my desk and cupboards...not much to clear...was more busy writting my last week of logbook and getting necessary signatures and stamps. tat was my first time staying in the office for so long! before i left, i passed the gift which i made and a letter to my supervisor. It was a token of appreciation. she had taught me alot of thgs and i am really greatful to her although smtimes her comments and thinking angers me...oops! haha! i hope she likes the gift!

den after work, serene, huiling, desiree and me went to jurong pt's BENTO BOX to have dinner. the food looked and tasted great. i always have this fansination over the decorations of jap foods! senior joined us for the dinner too! great chatting wif them! these are some of the pics me and desiree took!

this was wat i ate...ebi & salmon teriyaki!

yummy ebi! arh~~!


this was wat desiree ate......looked so appealing rite?! creamy creamy!

"after"....i finshed up everything...burp~! haha!
"after"...desiree also finshed up everything wor! see it's too delicious~! burp~! oops!

Friday's afterwork.....Dinner and Shopping at Jurong Point...

It's Saturday again!! Yeah yeah! It's going to be a long weekend coz monday's a OFF day....yeah~! But unfortunately, still have Food Safety Report to work on! Argh~!

Yest reached home at ard 9.30pm...took a bath and watched Da Chang Jin. Think i was too tired that i dozed off at the sofa. haha...ooo...hmm ya. Tat's y i din blog yest nite. Actually i intended to wake up early this morning but when the alarm of my hp sounded, i jus switched it off and went back to sleep...haha! haiya....come on! it's a Saturday! Dun expect me to wake up tat early. Afterall, i'm not involved in voting! hee!

Yest nite after work, my polymates cum colleagues--serene, HuiLing and me went Jurong Point to have dinner. oops! din take note of the Name of the eating place. This eating place sells western food like pasta, burgers, as well as Japanese foods like Ramen, Tampura, Katsu Don etc. I tried the Salmon Teriyaki set which comes with miso soup. Nice nice! And i like the layout of the eating place too! Here's pictures of our food.....call me insane but i'm fond of taking picturs of foods!

Friday after work...serene and me on our way to Jurong Point....HuiLing was sitting infront of us...hmm..couldn't squeeze her in the pic coz my face occupy too much space lahz! sorry arh! haha!

My Salmon Teriyaki Set....yummy yummy~!

HuiLing's set....

Serene's Tempura Set....

After dinner, we went shopping around. Hey hey! Bought a skirt at Ice Lemon Tea...haha...surprised i will buy clothes from that shop...have nv fancied any of the clothes there before....coz i always feel that the clothes there are too jap styled. But yest that skirt that i bought was damn cheap and it's jus a plain white skirt that looks quite ok...so i bought it without much consideration...hee! Den walk past afew shops that sells ladies footware...haiya...the designs of all the shoes are almost the same. Oh gosh~! Not much variety! Decided to walk into Charles and Kieth...hahahaha..a pair of green colour heel caught my eyes! hehehe! i bought it of course! yup! yeah yeah! And i was so happy that i wore it immediately! Crazy me! I'm always scolded crazy becoz of this! wateva!

Yup...i shall blog till here...will try to upload the pic of the heels i bought next time when i have the time. Haiyaya...feel like gg Kbox tmr coz i huven used the voucher i bought from manda and the validity is only 3mths. BUT i have online meeting at 2pm! wat a gd timing...i really wished my gpmates can change the time! haiya! Du chang qin de.....zui ku se.....~~~!

Fri's Family Dinner at Suntec Fish & Co.....woo~~!!

Friday after work.....

WHERE'S MY FOOD?!!"



"Introducing the delicious and appealing half-eaten Seafood Platter!...yummy~! The rice and sotong is super nice! but i dun eat the cockles! yucks!"

at Suntec Fish&Co. I LOVE TAT PLACE!!!

The beginning phase of SIP!...hohoho...

i huven been updating my blog for the past 2 weeks!! haha...wat i'm busy wif?...well well, my SIP had started! though it's been two weeks but i'm still trying to adapt to the working system there. haha...have also been busy with Food Safety research. oh man! the part i'm doing...the info is mostly found in TP library redspot. I travelled back to tp on sat...it took me 2hrs of travelling time!! oh gosh! i took mrt there becoz i din wanna waste my mrt concession. i wld be a dumb if i took bus there! heehee! den had dinner wif yi chun at cwp after that. we had student meal at Mac..haha...budget! oya! i bought clothes from TM too! had been spending alot recently. bought nokia hp..yeah yeah! so happy! tat's the only thing tat really brightened my day for the past 2 weeks! yeah yeah! finally bought a new hp and it's a 3G phone! yipee!! but at first the mp3 got some prob and i had to make a trip back to bugis on last wed (i think?) after work to change it....haiz...speaking of tat makes me boil up! argh~! if there's prob wif the phone, y did they launch it in the first place!!! dun the company have an in-house QA/QC huh!! ok..nvm...now i think the phone's ok liaoz....had stopped giving me tat problem. woosh~!

oh yeah! took alot of pics and videos wif this phone...hahaha...can't stop smiling when i look at my phone....wahahaha! will be uploading more pics in the future!