It's been long since i last blogged. And to think when i'm starting to blog again, my first entry sounds so depressing and harsh!
Oh manz...i'm fuming like mad 5 mins ago coz of some stupid people trying to feign ignorance so that she can shrink away from responsibilities....? or she din hear me speaking to her..?...ya as if! i try to be understanding and forgiving after recent readings on book about anger management based on some kharma teachings. But come on, i'm only a human and there's a limit to everyone's patience.
What happened is that my manager is not around..and during my cup tasting, i need a third opinion to convince myself that there is no problem with today's batch of product. But that "someone" made some stupid comments which i think is damn STUPID! Den din response when i asked her to try the product again. Hello..she's my senior k! Really ass lah! So if there's anythg wrong with the product, i will be the one bearing the responsiblity lor!
I really hate the office culture here! Have been controlling my stress and temper till recently some incidents took place at workplace....some stupid ruling! Haiz...am under stress again...but ii'm over-coming it better as compared to when i just started to take over serene's job. But stress is here again...coz audit is nearing and my audit company is begging me to bring forward the audit becoz they have not enough auditors....not that i dun want to accomodate, but me and my team member's scedule is tight too you see. Haiz..let me think about it again ba!
Sometimes, I feel v tired, i'm referring to mentally tired. There are many times i feel like crying out loud, but i dun allow my tears to flow because that shows i'm defeated and lousy! That's not my style i know, I never cry infront of anybody before and will never.
I will overcome my fear, confusion, and challenges... ...! I will live my live better and have the last laugh... ...! I will... ...=)
1 comment:
Jia you ok!!!
Try to find some way to "burst" out unhappiness or cry out, it makes you feel better and when you feel better, you can think better..
tell u what..think of this "yes.. this is training me to take up management post one day...if i will to be in the management team, I will have to face many different types of people..and this is one of the type... I will overcome it"
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